Hi,
I’m Grace, and I’m a charter member of Procrastinators Anonymous.
Sometimes,
though, it isn’t my fault. Like this past week. Three unproductive days on pain
pills (long story; old ladies need to be more careful), then all day Saturday
was mine. But that was the day the
guys could finally string wires and antennas to put WiFi in my cottage.
You
think I’m gonna turn that down!
Sometimes
somebody throws the wrong switch just when you’re on a roll across a mountain
railroad trestle. Whatever, whether you jump or you’re helped over the edge, you’re
still in freefall. Where’s my parachute?
Could
it be that all of us encouragers are each other’s parachutes? Who will I turn
to this time? To fallible human hands, sometimes absent, sometimes
absent-minded?
Maybe,
if He chooses them—but Jesus is always there. As I was trying to decide how to
end this post, a gentle reminder came: “Remember the bookshelves.”
Disorganized
stacks of underutilized books lining my walls. But, hey, I had a hammer and a saw
and a tape measure, and I could use them. I scheduled all my vacation time, put
all the lumber for built-in bookshelves on my credit card—and got scared. That
was a lot of money stacked in my
floor.
Two
days of painful prayer, then a decision. I’d do this with His help, and I’d
make the labor an act of worship.
For
21 years, the sight of those bookshelves, straight and solid and true, has been
a witness of His faithfulness, a daily reminder that worship doesn’t have to be
perfect, just heart-felt.
Avi,
sometimes You say, “You can do this. I’ve given you what it takes.” Sometimes You
say, “No, this way. It doesn’t matter how deep the water is; I’m Master of this
sea, too.” You are, Avi, but often I let my small self be overwhelmed by the
size of the task You’ve given me, by the knowledge of how very much people need
what I have to share. Forgive me for staring at the storm while You’re waiting
for me to trust You. Help me to worship You in truth and in deed. In Your holy
name, Amen.
"Hello, I'm Grace..." This is about the fifth time you've gotten me to LOL in the last 25 minutes. Love it!
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